WHAT MARCH HAS BROUGHT

Hello my lovelies!

How are you?
Hope the end of March is leaving you with a feel of hope, creativity and a good desire for the new to come.

My March has been quite nice and although the weather could have been brighter, it was a better and worth it job to keep brighter myself 😉

March around here brought a few different things, the end of the cardigan I was knitting for my girl, purple flowers with the new season which we have just started, rocking pools adventures. .. but the most special and important thing was Ilianna's 5th birthday. ..

Five years!!!!!!!
What???
Where did the time go? 😯

I just can't believe that she is already 5.

When I look at her i cannot see a trace of baby anymore, just a girl who is growing too fast, a beautiful, strong  girl with a strong personality as well, who so far has taught me a few life lessons which have made a positive impact in my life.

I like to observe her when she is not aware of it, I love to watch how she plays differents games just by using her imagination, how explores her body discovering new different ways to jump higher, run faster or speak louder. ..

It is a beautiful and important adventure for me to allow her to be free to discover the world at her pace and rhythm, so is for that that we have decided to home school her and thus she is free to find her way through life. We of course will respect any future decision she might take about this, but one thing is very important and clear for us, if she wants to go to school we will try and find a more respectful one that the mainstream system offers. At the moment she is very young so there is no need for rushing things, just enjoy and play a lot.

 I have never being the most patient person in the world but I often found myself slowing down my rhythm so I can allow her to deal with her emotions.

I am not the best mother of the world neither, but only the Great Spirit and the Goddess know how hard do I try every day to be the best for her.

And i fail, I certainly do and I cry as well but then I forgive myself, because through my bad moments and vulnerability I allow her to see what life is all about.

So yes, five years ago my body was opened up to welcome Earth side this beautiful soul who became my daughter making me feel the most grateful person in the world with such an honour. 

And the light of a beautiful Sunset leaves me with a deep feeling of gratitude for the tribe that together, we are creating.

Because we are far from perfect, but we try our best to be always nice, honest and kind to ourselves and others.

How has been your March so far?

See you all very soon 😘

Keep dreaming 💜

Luisa xoxo

MOTHER'S DAY. ..

First of all today I would like to send lots of love to all the mothers out there.

Because the best way it's the funniest one. ..

It has been a fairy's weekend around here

The most purest love. ..

I think that being a mother it's the hardest job I have ever done and the most scary as well.

But it is also the best one and the worthiest.

Never before I have questioned myself as I have done and I do since I became a mother.

Because that little person depends all on you, because even when you think that they don't understand or getting what's going on, they do!! yes they absorb every little thing and every emotion you are feeling at the moment.

Did you know that since the moment they are born and until around two or three years old, our children share our aura. How special it's that? but how scary at the same time. ..

I know I will make mistakes and I know I have already done a few. .. But I think that as far as we are aware, we can always make some changes and correct some pattern behaviors.

With children sometimes it can be quite stressful, but I think it becomes stressful when we look at them from an adult perspective, sometimes we can achieve more with our children if we get down to their level, because we can go to their level, we have been there before, but they cannot come to ours because they haven't been there. It's as simple as that and sometimes so difficult. ..

So today is for you, all the mothers out there.

"The way we talk to our children

becomes their inner voice."

Peggy O'Mara

See you all soon!

Be very happy!

Love&Light

Lluisa xoxo

BEING A MOTHER

Hi to everyone!!! Hope all of you are doing really well.
At the minute I am in Catalonia visiting my family so maybe that is the reason why I haven't been here for a while.
But the weather here is treating us so well the sunny and warm days doesn't help to sit in front of the laptop so....

But besides our holidays and the nice weather, today I would like to write about motherhood. 
I became a mom the 26th of March 2012 when my little fairy was born. Never before I felt so blessed neither felt the unconditional love as I did at that moment in time.

My little fairy just after being born

As I said I felt blessed.... but I felt scared to death at the same time.

My god!! just the thought of having the whole responsability of another human being's life in my hands.... how to do it?? 

I remember looking at that little baby and loving her with all my heart and beyond words.

And it was at that right moment that I knew that the only thing I needed was trust my instincts, so I decided to be a peaceful mom just following my heart.

I decided that I was gonna nurse her on demand and as long as I could and in fact she is two years old now and still nursing twice a day.

So yes, we breastfeed, co-sleep, we try to always speak very peacefully (that one with a toddler is not the easiest one) and we let her be herself the most of the time. All together we could call it attachment parenting, but what I think or feel is that this is just following the more raw instincts, not listening all the advertising about how to be the best parent or not doing everything that everybody tells you to do.

Two years has gone since I became a mom and although it has been the hardest job I have ever done it is at the same time the best one, it makes me feel blessed and whole in myself, it's the best thing in the wide world.

So, I could advise you, I could say read that and read this...

But I think that for me the best advice I could give you is, to take a deep breath, listen your heart and do what you feel to do, you will never get wrong.

Yesterday enjoying the nice weather and the Mediterranean at Calella de Palafrugell.

And for today this is it, hope all you are having a good time, I don't know where my next post will be done and when, until then be very happy.

See you soon!

Love&Light

Lluisa xx