Friday, 13 October 2017

EMBRACING MY DARKEST MOMENTS

Sometimes this thick and dark energy comes into my head. Everything becomes heavy, foggy and chaotic. It can be triggered by a bad situation, an argument or simply because my Moon is about to come and I cannot hold anymore all of what I don't like in my life.

My solar plexus seems to be something between a washing machine and a hammer, it feels heavy and closed like when something it's about to explote because it's so full that it needs to release garbage, emotions, unexpressed tears, unspoken words. ..

And I feel so broken inside that at moments it feels as if I was gonna just die unable to hold myself anymore.
And it really feels as if everything was dying in me and around me. I feel so vulnerable, little and scared that I just want to lose control, let everything go, surrender. ..
I let myself drop, fall into the darkness of my own miseries. I allow that darkness to wrap me and push me down into the deep hole, as only there can I heal myself, only there can I get through the darkness and find my light once again.




Wishing you all a very nice weekend 💜
Luisa ★

3 comments:

  1. Thank you for sharing SISTA ������ we cannot have light without dark ��Sometimes it is the only place we can selfishly retreat to to be alone with our darkness , to give it space and breath and not to judge it just to experience it ��When we are light and bright we GIVE AND GIVE.when we are dark we pull in and go down into the darkness. A natural and real cycle of life . Like all nature, we have seasons xxxx and reasons xxx

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    1. Thanks for your comment, totally agree with you <3

      Luisa xxx

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  2. Thank you for sharing SISTA ������ we cannot have light without dark ��Sometimes it is the only place we can selfishly retreat to to be alone with our darkness , to give it space and breath and not to judge it just to experience it ��When we are light and bright we GIVE AND GIVE.when we are dark we pull in and go down into the darkness. A natural and real cycle of life . Like all nature, we have seasons xxxx and reasons xxx

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EMBRACING MY DARKEST MOMENTS

Sometimes this thick and dark energy comes into my head. Everything becomes heavy, foggy and chaotic. It can be triggered by a bad situatio...